Current Listening - Weezer - In the Garage.

Current Reading - Q mag - 1001 Best Songs Eva

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Yeay, today is my lil sister 5th birthday. Happy birthday Ain Nur Aisyah. Hope all your dreams will be realise, there's a whole future waiting for you. Make mom and dad proud.

...and being the poorly penniless brother that I am (sorry...) your present have to be postponed, but I'll buy it coz I've had my eyes on it.

Now the only things left is to make *somebody* buy me that damn X-Wing or TIE-fighter with the pilot. It's gonna look damn nice in my book rack. (...and if only I can afford to pay back all *her* kindness for me all this time). Anyway time to sleep.

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Since I dont Have You - Guns and Roses

I don't have plans and schemes

And I don't have hopes and dreams

I, I, I don't have anything

Since I don't have you

And I don't have fond desires

And I don't have happy hours

I don't have anything

Since I don't have you

Happiness and I guess

I never will again

When you walked out on me

In walked ol' misery

And she's been here since then

[spoken] Yeah, we're fucked!

[I don't have love to share

And I don't have one who cares

I don't have anything

Since I don't have you

You, you, you, oh, oh!

You, you, you, oh, oh!

You, you, you, oh, oh!

You, you, you, oh, oh!

You, you, you, oh yeah!

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An epilog for our lifestory

You, yes, you know who you are. Do you really think I deserve you? You are too special, too special times two even. Have you listen to our conversations lately? To our Y!m'ing nowadays?

I did, and it usually involve the (!) sign, (!!!!!) even.

I'm starting to think that i've change into a creep, that sometimes even I want to punch myself. The person that I really hate most now is me.

How ironic.