Current Listening: Muse - Thought of a dying atheist

Current Reading: The Watchmen TPB

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Hmm, my thought exactly. Why suffer rejection when you can bottled it up inside?

And of course, I was being sarcastic in case you didn't realize.

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Thought of a dying Atheist - Muse (non flash)

eerie whispers

trapped beneath my pillow

won`t let me sleep

your memories

i know you're in this room,

i'm sure i heard you sigh

floating in-between

where our worlds collide

it scares the hell out of me

and the end is all i can see

and it scares the hell out of me

and the end is all i can see

i know the moment's near

and there's nothing we can do

look through a faithless eye

are you afraid to die?

it scares the hell out of me

and the end is all i can see

and it scares the hell out of me

and the end is all i can see

This song is a haunting one, i say. Imagine if you're and atheist. On your deathbed, dying for your last breath of life, you realize that God exist and how much He's disappointed with you.

He spoke to you of your awaiting ordeal in the next life, the execution, the fires of hell.

...and then it hits you, "pintu taubat telah tertutup".

Man, I believe in god, and I did all I can. But still it scared the shit outta me.